Dear Dulce,
Happy monthsary!
I can’t believe it has been 2 months since we’ve been together, but it feels like we’ve been together for years already.
Before I met you, I’m just a nobody with a mundane life and a mundane routine. Before I met you, I was a wreck, who didn’t know what to do. I thought I’ll be like this for the rest of my life until my dying breath. To be erased to nothing as if I never existed.
Even home doesn’t feel like home. Every day, I must practice to fake this smile on my face. It’s all the rain that’s putting me to sleep, that I’m drowning in an ocean of the tears that I’ve cried. I tried to drown my sorrows, but instead they’re all drowning me.
But ever since I met you, my life has never been the same since. You gave my life of black and white and shades of gray to something colorful, beaming with life. I have something to look forward to every time I wake up. I’m genuinely happy ever since you’ve entered my life.
I’m so grateful to have met you, you are the change that I was looking for, yearning for, all my life. You’ve taught me that there is more to life than mediocrity. You gave me life, you made my day ever so brighter. Not only that, but you are the reason I want to keep on living.
I remember the first time we started talking. You’re the reason I got my genuine laugh back. The reason I fell asleep with a smile on my face. The reason why I have motivation to do things again. The reason I don’t have to worry about any of my problems. I love you so much.
This is my very first relationship, and I’m so grateful to have you as my first… and I want you to be my one and only that will last for a long time even when time ceased to be. I could never find someone like you, or even better than you. You’re the only one for me. I want our relationship to last. I want us to be happy together, to grow old together, be in each other’s warm embrace together.
I want you to be the first and final chapter I have a relationship with. I don’t want to add another chapter after you. And I want you to be the one for me, and me to be the one for you.
No, I’m not going to lose feelings, finding someone better is not an option. And no, I’m not going to leave you. My mind has already been made up. What I want is you and only you and no one else. Because to me, you are perfect.
You’re the only person I am willing to wait. I would never fall in love again if it’s not you.
Because I finally found someone I never want to lose, and that someone is you.
I don’t care what other people say because I won’t ever let you go, you’re with me whatever happens, you’re stuck with me, you’re my definition of “I want this for the rest of my life”. Dulce, I love you, no matter what happens. Time could challenge me, but I know my love for you will be unfazed.
I don’t want you to be a lesson in my life. I want you to be a blessing in my life.
I know I’m not a perfect lover, but I really love you, and I’m doing my best to be better. I might not be a perfect boyfriend, but I’m not the type of person who leaves when everything is not okay.
Let’s always talk about what’s wrong and do something about it to fix it. I don’t want you to leave me.
We’ll face countless obstacles along the way, but we’ll face it together. I’ll hold your hand tightly, and I’ll never let go. We have each other’s back. Let’s be each other’s foundation and support.
I love you, Dulce Marie Velasco, and that will never change. I’ll love you even if time ceased to exist.
I’ll love you in every place, in every universe, and in every life. I’ll always find my way back to you no matter what, I promise you that.
– Andrei Jarell Vedad
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